- Mood:
depressed
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jumbled words from my diary. pretty much sums up how ive been feeling lately.
despite all of the 'MLR" (My Life Rocks) moments, inside ive been full of FML thoughts.
it will scare people away if i speak out, but im even more scared to keep it within because it will not allow me to go on.
most days i feel like giving up...
- Mood: depressed
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- Location:home
- Music:DJ Virman mixtape
THANKSGIVING!!!!
I'm thankful for having a complete family, we've been truly blessed even tho there have been a few hardships that we had to go through, we are lucky that we got through them. What my Tito Among, had to go through this year was really horrible, the strength of his faith has greatly affected me and he may not know it but he has truly helped me to NOT give up on Him. There were times throughout this year where I had happy moments yet still felt heavily burden and at times I had almost given up, there are two songs that I started to listen to a lot, recently and they had been like a reminder to me on who I can truly turn to when I'm feeling heavily burden.
- BIGBANG (my #1), KPOP (my fandom), FM (my chingoos) - my sweet distractions when life gets a bit much to deal with...i fangirl and u know it makes me feel better because my heart gets all fluffy and stuff...xD On the real tho, the music and fandom has totally consumed my life in a good way, i swear ever since getting into KPOP i've had so much adventures. I'm very grateful for the amount of luck I seem to have when it comes to KPOP celebs. This year, I partied with Se7en & had Haptic moments with DBSK....hopefully i wont run out of luck >.< but i'm willing to share with V.I.P.s!!!!!!!!!! especially those who i chat with on MSN on almost daily basis and have hung out with and shared many fond memories...i swear like im young at heart because of you girls. I'd name everyone but its gonna be a LOOONNNNGGG list....those girls know who they are....anyways A HUGE HUGE SEEEEENNNNNKKKKKKKKKK YYYYYYOOUUUUUUUU.
My 'real' friends - tho they may not get why im so into this 'asian' thing i still appreciate them for just being there..altho this year, I wasnt around much and vice versa....they're still true friends.
- LOVEs OF MY LIFE. TOP my number 1, JAEJOONG my Hero, KANGIN my love - Thank You, Saranghae!
I'm thankful for having a complete family, we've been truly blessed even tho there have been a few hardships that we had to go through, we are lucky that we got through them. What my Tito Among, had to go through this year was really horrible, the strength of his faith has greatly affected me and he may not know it but he has truly helped me to NOT give up on Him. There were times throughout this year where I had happy moments yet still felt heavily burden and at times I had almost given up, there are two songs that I started to listen to a lot, recently and they had been like a reminder to me on who I can truly turn to when I'm feeling heavily burden.
- BIGBANG (my #1), KPOP (my fandom), FM (my chingoos) - my sweet distractions when life gets a bit much to deal with...i fangirl and u know it makes me feel better because my heart gets all fluffy and stuff...xD On the real tho, the music and fandom has totally consumed my life in a good way, i swear ever since getting into KPOP i've had so much adventures. I'm very grateful for the amount of luck I seem to have when it comes to KPOP celebs. This year, I partied with Se7en & had Haptic moments with DBSK....hopefully i wont run out of luck >.< but i'm willing to share with V.I.P.s!!!!!!!!!! especially those who i chat with on MSN on almost daily basis and have hung out with and shared many fond memories...i swear like im young at heart because of you girls. I'd name everyone but its gonna be a LOOONNNNGGG list....those girls know who they are....anyways A HUGE HUGE SEEEEENNNNNKKKKKKKKKK YYYYYYOOUUUUUUUU.
My 'real' friends - tho they may not get why im so into this 'asian' thing i still appreciate them for just being there..altho this year, I wasnt around much and vice versa....they're still true friends.
- LOVEs OF MY LIFE. TOP my number 1, JAEJOONG my Hero, KANGIN my love - Thank You, Saranghae!
- Location:work
- Music:Talib Kweli - Get By
i-VIP FAMILY OUTING / ISA CONCERT WEEKEND WAS AWESOME! more details to come coz im still gathering my thoughts, i suck at writing out things....i havent even completed my GREAT CONCERT experience...yea yea i lag, sue me.
right now tho i wanna spazz about the card that BIGBANG either already have gotten or will soon to get....
the blue card is the one we gave Aimee, wishing her goodluck w/ her next trip to Korea.
the golden (ticket) card is the one we got for BIGBANG, when u open it, it sings 'YOU'RE SIMPLY THE BEST, BETTER THAN ALL THE REST~~' u know that song ^^
this is what we wrote inside the card, courtesy of
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iannechef Congratulations on your success, our GOOD MAN MEN! Your music is HEAVEN to us. Because of you, we are united and we STAND UP and applaud you. You have the "golden tickets" to our hearts. We HELLA love you, HARU HARU. Your (Oh My) FRIENDS and LADY LADIES, i-VIPS [info] the7realreceived a message from Aimee and told her she is about to give the boys the card (aaaaahhhhh!!!!) and she will also mention to them the STARS that iVIPs named after BIGBANG. im spazzy about the thought of BIGBANG finally being aware of those stars (if they havent already been), coz that YGBB.net 'star' project was my first ever fan project to coordinate (it was my baby). It was a success and really amazing, so i really wanted a confirmation if they received those gifts or know about them, so meeting up with Aimee was the perfect opportunity to get a confirmation. Aimee is an amazing person, shes so beautiful, and her personality was so PENG...those 3 hours or more that we got to spend with her will forever be cherished. I really appreciate her sharing stories w/us and not just about BIGBANG, the girls asked about her & shaun too and she didnt mind answering them. AIMEE IS SO PENG!!! i'll TRY to write out the rest of the weekend...so much shit happened tho and so much to spazz about. the other girls will probably have it all written out, we all have the same experiences, just in different points of view. i just got them spazzing over FAR*EAST MOVEMENT, which im happy they've all become a fan coz now i have someone to spazz about THEM.
here's a clip of the VIP's fanmeet with FAR*EAST MOVMENT. (its hella documented, thanks to me lol) </strong>
- Location:In My Room
- Music:DJ Virman Mix
I had a blast at the FLY TO THE SKY CONCERT in
- Location:Bay Area, CA
- Mood:
thankful - Music:Fly To The Sky - Missing You
it happened when the shower's glass door semi-slammed shut and my finger got caught, causing part of the skin to scrape off and a deep gash...it FUCKIN HURTS...T___T
i put on a band-aid and wore plastic glove while showering LOL...i learned that its hard to wash hair & body with one hand. I know the injury is not that bad...but at that moment and as of right now, it fuckin hurts ok >_>...oh did i mention the cut is right where the finger creases & folds...so yeah i have to keep my finger straight cos when i bend it, it hurts ><
umm id type more but im chattin with some iVIPs and pecking the keyboard with the injured hand is quite annoying...
My dad thought I was secretly flying to Seoul, South Korea coz the Virgin America airlines was located at the International Terminal and next to Korea Air. LMAO. The plane ride wasnt that bad, i liked VA aircraft, u get ur own screen and choose the type of entertainment you want, they have several radio channels including CPOP, JPOP & KPOP. In their TV section, they even had FULLHOUSE KDRAMA...now that really surprised me, VA just gained 2 more stars from me ^^. The person that sat behind me annoyed me coz he stank (B.O.) and he kept putting his foot up onto the back of my arm rest, i had to nudge it off with my elbow. And there were kids sitting in front of me, one of which was seriously passing gas like there's no tomorrow....I finished readidng IHOP4U on the plane and the person next to me must've thought i was a lil weird coz i was tryin to hold my laugh I mustve had a weird expression on my face. Then after i just sat back and listened to my ipod.
The plane arrived last night at 10:30PM, my bestfriend Jen had picked me up from the airport, with her two other friends, Chuck & Derek also from the Bay Area. They had to stay at Jen's place for the night since their room at the hotel isnt booked til today. We drove to her neighborhood and before heading to her apartment, we grabbed something to eat. Then her roommate went on her bipolar episode and was straight trippin...so it ended with the two boys having to sleep in Jen's room too, which wasnt really much of a problem except for, I'm a big ass girl, jen is this tall white girl and Chuck & Derek are two tall black men and the room aint that big LOL...and it was hot as hell so with that many ppl in one room, it was even hotter. We chatted before everyone started knocking out, it was 1:30AM when we turned off the lights. I wasnt sleepy coz technically its only 10:30PM Cali time, but i had no internet access and barely had a signal on my phone, so being that i was bored as hell, i too just decided to get some rest since I havent slept from the night before anyways.
Jennifer woke up at 6AM...all cheery and shit, i dont think she realize its like 3am for us west coast ppl...but we all got up anyways and went out to the kitchen to plan our day and sat in the living room trying to figure out what to do...then her roommate's bf came out of their room and they have this bird, i think its a parakeet, but anyways, that fuckin bird attacked me, that happens one more time, we're having fried parakeet for lunch!
Today we're gna hit up the city..will update more and post pics later...so far so good except for this humid weather thats fuckin up my hair.
- Location:New York
- Mood:
blah
